I want to be a better mom.
I want to be a better follower of Christ.
I want to be a better wife, sister, daughter, friend.
And yet I still snap at my kids.
I forgo my devotions for a trip to Target.
I get angry with my husband when he forgets, just once, to empty the garbage at night.
I fail miserably. Daily, it seems.
But, there's something in the "wanting".
I think the day I decide I don't want any of those things any more is the day I'm truly in trouble
So, I continue to strive. I go to bed each night with hopes for a new day tomorrow: a day with fruitful conversations with my children. A day of revelation from His word in a way I had never seen before. A day when I think of myself last and others first and give what I can to help them.
I continue to try.
Because when I continue to try, breakthroughs happen. Changes happen. Character is transformed and knowing God gets sweeter.
Here's to tomorrow.
---Kristin
This reminds me of the hymn that says "Lord, I want to be a Christian in my heart"!
ReplyDeleteThank God He knows our heart!